So Far From Where I Intended To Go

My sister saw the burns on my arm.She tells me you don`t need to do that.Then my little niece noticed.I was totally embarrassed and told her never mind it`s nothing.I get so embarrassed and ashamed when people notice.Yet that does not stop me.:tears::tears: We`ve had some good news for a...

Well I saw my psych on wednesday.I told him everything I`ve been feeling.I also told him about my sleeping.I told him I`ve gone two days without sleep.He also told me maybe exercise would help that.He asked me if I was still cutting.I said yes and told him I was burning myself too.I burnt myself...

Took a road trip last weekend it was me and my mom and cousins and aunt and uncle.We went to celebrate my great aunts birthday.It was a six hour drive there and we came back the same day.It was nice to see the realtives on my mom`s side.My mom said she was just happy to get me out of house as I...

I`m feeling more and more depressed.I find myself crying for no reason.My mom even asked me if I think I should go to a hospital.Of course I said no.I really need to get my sleep sorted out as I sleep only every other day.I just went without two days of sleep.I felt so awful.If I didn`t take my...

Things have not been going to well.Everyone has noticed my depression is getting worse.I have been very moody and my mother has even told me she never knows what kind of mood I`m going to wake up in.She told me a bunch of things I never knew like she used to lock her bedroom door at night...