Mozzy1
New Member
Have you ever gone on a holiday/vacation that you've waited a LONG time for yet, once the time comes, you feel a bit "sickened" or "worried"? Have you not even felt excited about it b/c of all the "work" involved & social aspects you don't want to endure?
The reason I ask this is b/c there's a meet-up (again) for my favorite band. Every sticken time I go on a holiday, there's always a meet-up like this. I am never really formally asked in a PM from friends if I'm totally going so, I just believe that no-one could give a fig whether or not I am. I know, I should ask them & at least be a friend too, this I will admit, I'm very WRONG in not being a good one (friend) so, I take the blame on this. However, if no-one asks you, I assume they just don't care either way.
Have you ever been to a place for a meet-up during your trip & yet, once you walked into the door, you realized it's just not a good time or a mistake? It's like you felt people's eyes run up & down you, critiquing you, thinking trash about you yet, they do NOT even know you? That's what I feel like will happen to me at this upcoming meet-up at least I'm honest though. I feel like I'm FATTER & more f'ugly (she's not f'ugly but, that's what I am myself) than Beth Ditto & her spandex!!!!
Sure, we ALL have every God-given right to do whatever we want, whereever we want but, seriously speaking, once you walk into the place, you're ultimately judged accordingly (& these people don't even KNOW you, your personality nor mentality). It's just sickening...
Bottom line, would you go to these meet-ups thinking positively that maybe you will find "the one" that night or more friends or just not go but, revel in the fact that even if you did NOT go, people would still talk trash about you?
The reason I ask this is b/c there's a meet-up (again) for my favorite band. Every sticken time I go on a holiday, there's always a meet-up like this. I am never really formally asked in a PM from friends if I'm totally going so, I just believe that no-one could give a fig whether or not I am. I know, I should ask them & at least be a friend too, this I will admit, I'm very WRONG in not being a good one (friend) so, I take the blame on this. However, if no-one asks you, I assume they just don't care either way.
Have you ever been to a place for a meet-up during your trip & yet, once you walked into the door, you realized it's just not a good time or a mistake? It's like you felt people's eyes run up & down you, critiquing you, thinking trash about you yet, they do NOT even know you? That's what I feel like will happen to me at this upcoming meet-up at least I'm honest though. I feel like I'm FATTER & more f'ugly (she's not f'ugly but, that's what I am myself) than Beth Ditto & her spandex!!!!
Sure, we ALL have every God-given right to do whatever we want, whereever we want but, seriously speaking, once you walk into the place, you're ultimately judged accordingly (& these people don't even KNOW you, your personality nor mentality). It's just sickening...
Bottom line, would you go to these meet-ups thinking positively that maybe you will find "the one" that night or more friends or just not go but, revel in the fact that even if you did NOT go, people would still talk trash about you?