i eat too much and don't do any exersise. i am starting on sleeping pills soon i think that will help me. i am lonely sure. i am unemployed with no life sure. i am on state benefits. i have no friends sure. i take stimulants to keep me going other wise i wouldn't do anything. i got my books and stuff. my life was fucked a long long long time ago. i masturbate too much.
I love love love Andy Rourke he is what i live for he keeps me going day after day with out him i have nothing to live for!!!!!! i hope to get a tatoo of him soon, i always say this but just hav't got round to it. A BIG TATOO OF ANDY's name on my body in a heart.

adult education has let me down it is all too much.