Chris dont go to any morrissey concerts many people have been talking about hurting you. I dont understand why they dont leave you alone

If any who are willing, I advise you challenge Chris, in person. Challenge him? Yes, challenge him to a discussion pertaining to your interest in his sexuality, those randomly dull arguments concerning him, etc. etc. I doubt he would grant you the time to sit with him, but again, you wouldn't care to sit with him, correct? Ah, of course not. Children. Make yourself visible, in Las Vegas. "Until Then". Oh dear, I don't think i've ever used this board. Terrible.

Don't Underestimate Me!
Song of the moment ::: Fox in the Snow, Belle and Sebastian
July 18, 2002 @ 2:15am PST

Ambitious Outsiders, what does it all mean?
Well it seems that curiosity has finally surfaced. Honestly, Ambitious Outsiders in my point of view is more than what the song tells. This is merely an answer to suffice Mr. Fox in the Snow's question as to why I chose A.O. as the title of the site. I was listening to Maladjusted one night after a troubled day I was having, I must have heard the album at least 4 times that night. I couldn't really sleep, but Ambitious Outsiders struck me good that night. It stuck like no other song at that moment could. So I ran with it, it was the perfect time because my other site was beginning to bore me and it always kept going down because they're were a lot of people on it at the same time which consumed all the bandwidth.

The song though had a deeper meaning, when I heard the line 'but don't underestimate us!' I could only picture myself saying that to the people who thought I was a nobody. They might have been right back in high school, I was a nobody, an outsider (pardon the pun). I don't understand how you got so carried away as to bring up the concept of 'Terrorism'. That was probably the farthest thing from my mind at that time. Anyways, I won't bore you for long. I'm only on this world for a certain time, and then who knows where I'll end up. Maybe you are a nutcase for trying to make me change the name of the site just to satisfy you. True there are other songs I would have like to name it, some of them were. And here goes my official lists before I came up with Ambitious Outsiders ::: Still Ill - Rusholme Ruffians - Unruly Boys - Used To Be A Sweet Boy - Practicing Troublemakers - I Keep Mine Hidden - Never Had No One Ever - I Can Have Both - Wide To Receive, and the list goes on and on. But those were the ones that tickled my fancy the most, especially 'I Can Have Both'. There was no other meaning for it, I like the way it sounded, and that was that.

The whole concept of Ambitious Outsiders as being a homosexual anthem, true you can see it in this way to. But you can see the song in many different ways, it all depends on how good your imagination is. Don't use my words for use as ammunition, I do it because I feel I need to address the topic. I feel I don't need to speak my mind on this stupid 'Is Morrissey gay?' issue, who really gives a fuck anymore. Let him be, what difference does it make if he enjoys the company of men or women? Its an issue that will never die, because someone will always have some negative or awful to say about his sexual preference. I myself couldn't care less if he comes out one day. It wouldn't surprise me one bit, I'd feel happy for him. I've been called gay several times, it doesn't bother me anymore. I just shrug it off like I should. Maybe its my way of putting myself in women's shoes so to speak. I'm not macho nor a wimp, I may be a smartass but that is all. I hate every fucking sport on the face of the planet, I enjoy the company of no one. Am I anti-social? Heavens no, I'd rather be locked in my room than be anti-social. I may be a bit sensitive and a bit feminine but that's the way I am, I can't change it. I am odd, I'll be the first to admit it. I've been saying it all my life "I'm weird becareful with me".

-Taken from Chris's journal back in July of 2002