a nonny mouse
June 10, 2002, 12:06 AM
As much as I try to forget him...and go on with my life, I eventually get stuck with a dream like I had last night and I wake up realising how much I love him.
Last night I dreampt that Morrissey was found dead drowned at the bottom of my pool. I dove in to save him. I was going to do CPR, but my fried (Who could talk to me underwater) told me that he had been underwater for days. (Possibly a dream interpretation of that kid in real life who just got found in the swimmingpool after 3 days)..anyway...so,, my friend under water told me I should check out Mozzer's privates- and I said no, becasue I really respected him and that was gross. But, I really needed a new belt to go with the pants I just got, so I would take his belt as a souvenier - to both remind me on a daily basis of him and how important he was to me in my life, and to have a peice of him close to me every day. so, I took his belt. Then I pulled him out of the water. As I was pulling his body up, I tickeled behind his left ear with my finger, and he woke up. i was very happy that he was alive, because I noticed I had been crying the whole time since I had realised he was dead. Then suddenly he and I were going to his house...but we never got there becasue his old manager was still trying to kill him. Moz told me it was actually his old manager who had originally killed him. The old manager was going to make all the money off of Moz's catalogue when Moz died, so he was trying to kill him. So, I had to protect Morrissey. he and I were running and eventually ran to the airport, but the manager followed us there and he was a mix between the Green Goblin form Spiderman and Harry Potter. He was purple. So he kept waving his wand and trying to Zap Moz and kill him. It was so sad, becasue eventually he got him. and I hald moz in my arms as he died, and I told him I loved him. and then I woke up...very sad, but still with the feeling that I had just lost the love of my life, and now that I was awake, i also had to accept the fact that he has no idea who I am and none of it is real.
Last night I dreampt that Morrissey was found dead drowned at the bottom of my pool. I dove in to save him. I was going to do CPR, but my fried (Who could talk to me underwater) told me that he had been underwater for days. (Possibly a dream interpretation of that kid in real life who just got found in the swimmingpool after 3 days)..anyway...so,, my friend under water told me I should check out Mozzer's privates- and I said no, becasue I really respected him and that was gross. But, I really needed a new belt to go with the pants I just got, so I would take his belt as a souvenier - to both remind me on a daily basis of him and how important he was to me in my life, and to have a peice of him close to me every day. so, I took his belt. Then I pulled him out of the water. As I was pulling his body up, I tickeled behind his left ear with my finger, and he woke up. i was very happy that he was alive, because I noticed I had been crying the whole time since I had realised he was dead. Then suddenly he and I were going to his house...but we never got there becasue his old manager was still trying to kill him. Moz told me it was actually his old manager who had originally killed him. The old manager was going to make all the money off of Moz's catalogue when Moz died, so he was trying to kill him. So, I had to protect Morrissey. he and I were running and eventually ran to the airport, but the manager followed us there and he was a mix between the Green Goblin form Spiderman and Harry Potter. He was purple. So he kept waving his wand and trying to Zap Moz and kill him. It was so sad, becasue eventually he got him. and I hald moz in my arms as he died, and I told him I loved him. and then I woke up...very sad, but still with the feeling that I had just lost the love of my life, and now that I was awake, i also had to accept the fact that he has no idea who I am and none of it is real.